Monday, June 18, 2012

Dave Matthews Band, VB Amphitheater, 6/17/2012

It's not often that I go to see live music.  But thanks to my lovely cousin, who has been touring with the Dave Matthews Band for, like, forever... I got to do just that.

I've been twice before.  I must say, this time we had the best seats.  Though, I had issues understanding the lyrics.  It might be me (the vertigo signaling some hearing problem), it may be a general concert thing, or it may be a speaker thing (we were sitting on the far right).

I also have to say that I recognized two songs.  I'm a bad fan!!  I need to see if I can find a set list somewhere and see what those songs were!!

We got there and said hello to my cousin, then went to the lounge to get something to drink, and got back in time for the opening act.

The headliner went on about 8:30.  Fantastic opening!

the concert featured a like 5 minute PennyWhistle solo!  Seriously!  It was the best pennywhistle playing in the history of... well.. pennywhistles!!!  There was an awesome fiddling, featuring Boyd Tinsley!  Simply amazing!!

We stayed until around 10. The SE has to work EARLY, so it was time to go home.  I walked by three t-shirt booths on the way out.  I wanted a shirt with one of these on it:

but didn't want to pay $35.  Come to find out, those were 20th anniversary shirts.  Damnit.

We got home, after searching for our car for 20 minutes, and correctly taking the HOV lane.

This morning, I am SO tired!


Friday, June 15, 2012

Dizzy!

Yesterday, before lunch, I had a brief episode of dizziness. We all have them. The world spins for a few seconds, then it gets better. Well, this time it got worse, and worse.

I stumbled into my Office Manager's office, and asked to be driven to the doctor's office. I was scared. It was awful!

We go to the doctor, he diagnoses an inner ear thing (no infection), and REALLY high blood pressure. He wanted to put me on stronger blood pressure meds, which I was allergic to. A second BP measurement showed that the blood pressure was better (my theory is that the bad dizziness caused a panic attack, which made my blood pressure spike, which made the blood pressure worse).

Thankfully, everything got better overnight. But it was scary.

Now, my mission to to rest, and remain calm.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

*sigh* Wednesday

Today is the moment of truth.  My weigh in day.

The week after surgery, I lost some weight.  Last week I gained it all back.  Plus, my mom was visiting.. which means going out a lot.  Plus, it's that time of the month.

Honestly, I want to eat a chocolate cake and hide under the bed.  

Monday, June 11, 2012

That was quite the weekend.

My mom came.. and went.

It was a packed weekend.  I took her on a tour of campus, including a tour of the Wren Building.  We then went to the new and improved Williamsburg Pottery, which I don't like as much as the old, run down place.  Saturday we went to the Army Transportation Museum.  I was pleasantly surprised by that place.  It's FREE, to boot!  Sunday was church, and my BFF's daughter's first birthday party (which was awkward.  I was the only friend there with no kids).

Today she went back, and I went to the office.  Actually, I've been alone, and weepy at the office for the last few hours.  I want Disney movies, chocolate and my puppy.

I has an extreme case of sad today.

My family is very close.  I seem to forget this, until the day that I leave them again.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Sometimes, it just hits you in the gut

Last week, after surgery and not exercising and all, I lost over 2 pounds.  This week, I gained it back.

And it devastated me.  I'd gone back to my morning power walks with the pup (who LOVES them), my food choices weren't the best through, decent, but not he best.  It shouldn't have surprised me.  But it devastated me.

It's been a weird week.  Last week I was so un-hungry.  This week I felt like I was starving.  The office was completely devoid of people this week.  Apparently that makes me want to snack.

I'm rather disgusted with myself about the whole thing.  Now, we could chalk it up to it being the time of the month, body re-adjustments post-surgery, weight in wearing normal clothes or a host of things.

In a few hours my mom will be here.  This means eating out, and my schedule being thrown off.  I think my goal for next week's weigh in will be simply to not gain any.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Because of Camp..

I was up early, taking my daily power walk with the dog.  The sound of the birds, and the drip of water off the buildings reminded me of getting up early to shower when I was a Resident camp counselor at Camp Talooli.

As an elementary school student, I attended a week of camp with a friend.  It was simply awful.  I really didn't have a positive experience.  But when college rolled around, and I needed work, I looked to camps for my summer employment.

It was my friend Nikki that steered me to Talooli.  She and her family had been going there since soon after the early cooled (or so it seemed), so I decided to try it.  Who knew that this moment would lead to the next eleven summers of my life.

I started out as a day camp/resident camp counselor in 1995.  It was the last year of that particular split in schedule.  It was also the first year that electricity came to the cabins.  I think it was one of the last years of cloth tents in the Ayan campsite.  My very first day of staff training I was dumped out of a canoe.  There were only three CIT3's that year, one of which was my friend Chelsey.

I worked resident camp for a few summers, then switched to day camp, feeling too old to stay over.  I saw changed in schedule, the beginning of the tradition of whistles and beads (I still have my whistle!), regular weekly campfire cooking lessons, the end of afternoon choice activities, the beginning of the weekly cookout, complete with MegaDog parade (if you haven't seen it, you should.  It's a spectacular).  I spent two years running the art program, one year as a CIT director and then spent the rest of my tenure at Camp as Boating Director.

When I left there in 2005, the camp was mostly staffed by campers that had grown up there, and graduated the CIT program.  The Ayan tents were now cabins.  There were five activity slots instead of 4.  We had a pirate ship, a music program, and the flag field was moved to the ball field.  It was a different place, but in many ways it was still the same.

I still keep in touch with many of the staff and the campers that grew up and became staff.  It makes me feel amazingly old to see the campers that I had when they were six years old not grown enough to run the camp.  I helped kids that were afraid of the dark conquer a night hike.  I helped kids that were afraid of drowning get in a boat and paddle it (I usually opened with "I'm not getting wet today, so you might as well come boating with me"). I saw kids transform from bratty kids to confident teen leaders.

So when your kids come to you and ask to go to camp, don't think about it.  Say yes.  Your child won't die of homesickness.  They won't down in the lake or be eaten by a bear.  The be changed by their experience. In all the right ways.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Dude, it's all in your head!!

I hear this quite often from the Spousal Equivalent.  He means it with love.
I've been largely absent from church, and church-related activity.  Why?  Because something in my own head told me I'm not good enough.  UU's are masters of environmentally friendly living, social justice and the like.  Those are issues that I'm not the master of.  I'm not this perfect, ideal UU, so somehow I got the idea in my head that I didn't belong there.

We all know it's silly.  Heck, I know that it's silly!  There is no measuring stick that I need to measure to attend services.  The fellowship ins't judging me.
Hell, some people have even said that they miss seeing me around!

I think it's time to kick my own but and get back to these activities.

Well... except this week's choir practice... My mom's getting into town that day.....